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heelloooo.....well,i would like to introduce my sweetheart...Raja Nur Ain Zahara... born on 16th july 2006

How can i understand guys?????

ya allah...!!!why can't i understand those guys out there???ok,make it this way....why can't guys out there understand us??? hmmmm,let me start at the beginning...ader this guy yg aku kenal last year..(tambah,tolak,darab,bahagi....dah setahun lebih arr aku kenal dia..)....he approached me first n ask for my phone number.At first rasa cam xnak bagi jer tp nnt ckp menyombong lak...so aku pun bagi arr...well,he's the first guy yg mcm mana ntah aku bleh kasi no. phone...so,the next day,he called me and we talked for 3-4hours everyday....!! mula2 tu aku xder apa2 perasaan pun kt that guy...not even 0.5%...!!!! tp bila semggu borak gan dia...tetiba dia diam jer....aku ni tetiba lak jd rindu...nk mssg dia,heheh....ego aku pun kena jaga beb..!!! lepas 3-4 ari dia diamkan diri,finally dia bg gak msg kt aku....addeeiihhh....terubat rindu gue...heheheh...well,start dari situ...kisah aku gan dia asyik2 dok on,off,on,off....3-4 hari skali baru msg...iyer la,aku tau dia mmg bz n aku plak still study...kat tempat org lak tu...tp susah sgt ke nk msg b4 tdo, ckp gudnight pun jadi laa...well,mayb zaman 'rak' bercinta dia dh lepas tp aku baru nak masuk era 'percintaan'..huhu...x sangka memori first love yg org sll ckp 'terindah' tu...tp bg aku nightmare....aku pun dh letih nk pikir...sometimes,i'd rather stay single than having an 'invisible' relationship....i've tried hard...XtraXtra hard to get him off my mind but i just can't make it..urrgghhh...!!!!! nak kata dh declare,setakat bg2 hint...aper kes...klu bleh nk jer aku tanya dia pasal perasaan dia yg sebenar2nya kt aku....bkn aper,byk sgt buaya2 skrg nih yg suka main2kan perasaan org pompuan...aper pun,i'll just go with the flow...
Farah,ramai lagi kat luar sana yg syg kat ko....u have family n friends that really support u all the way....CHEER UP!!!!

p/s: kaksu aku baru jer bersalin...dapat baby girl....ari2 aku tgk dia...jaga dia...mmg tumpah kasih aku kat baby Ain...at least aku ader sum1 to love....dh org x sudi dgn cinta aku...baik aku curah kat insan yg baru jer kenal dunia ni...huhu...i bet i'll be totally homesick when i go back to USU next week....

iNtRoDuCiNg mE.....F??H???

nama aku farah husna...ada 2 nama kt situ...farah n husna...dlu kwn2 sll pggl aku farah..tp skrg majoriti pggl husna...aku lg selesa pggl husna sbb dr nama jer aku bleh rasakan pbezaan character aku...dulu ms aku knal diri ni as farah,aku lebih agresif,pemarah,cepat melenting...kuat mrajuk...bila aku start msuk matrik n member2 suma pggl aku husna...hati aku ni tetiba jadi lembut..nk ckp pe pun pk perasaan org...syukur mmg syukur tp bila jadik cam nih mmg ada gak msalahnya.klu dulu,ramai yg benci kt kita but at the same time they're afraid of me...tp skrg,mber mmg bertambah rame tp x kurang gak yg nak amik kesempatan....bila dpt tahu org nak take advantage,character farah mula la nak muncul...horror kan dgr???kdg2 tu pk,baik aku jadik farah yg dulu..biar xder mber asal x kna pijak kpala...then 1 day,i went to MPH n saw this book on how to build a positive living...so i bought the book n went through it everyday..abis baca baru aku tau,x elok klu bg org benci kita...spatutnya kta amik jln ssuai nk elak kna pijak kpala...klu kita amik jln nk byk bsabar pun x slh sbb sbr tu 1/2 dari iman asalkn kita bersabar pd hal2 ttentu yg bleh dterima akal...so,aper aku patut buat is kikis sifat buruk farah...heheh,unik kan???dalam hidup ni,aku percaya psl kata hati...sebab apa jer yg aku buat...aku akan ikut kata hati aku..sbb tulah klu hati kita bersih...amalan pun baik...tapi kalau hati buruk,ader2 je kerenah x elok...nasib baik laa ader dua nama je...buatnya nama raja nur farah al-husna????adeehh...mampoih..heheh,anyway,if u happen to pass by my blogs...it's my pleasure if u leave ur comment in helping farah or mayb husna???